I am Angry

I am angry because of the things I don’t have nor ever had
I am angry because the things that I did have, I never really had
I am angry because I have been lied to or deceived
I am angry because so many things were spoilt, even ruined
I am angry because I am left with the consequences, to pick up the pieces
I am angry because I don’t know who to trust or believe any more
I am angry because I don’t even know if I can trust myself
I am angry because so many people have disappointed me
I am angry at being disappointed
I am angry because I don’t know how to mend the wrongs or heal the hurts
I am angry because my conscientiousness forces me to take responsibility
I am angry because I can’t escape the past
I am angry because I never got to say goodbye
I am angry because other people abandoned their own values and principles
I am angry that I seem to matter so little
I am angry that all my efforts seem to come to nothing
I am angry because I still seek relationships and value opinions where I shouldn’t or needn’t
I am angry because sometimes I feel judged
I am angry because of my own limitations
I am angry because I am forced to rely on others
I am angry because no one seems to be reliable
I am angry because others don’t honour their word
I am angry when other people won’t help me
I am angry that I am forced to ask for help
I am angry because other people are angry with me (unfairly)
I am angry that I mind
I am angry when I have to make and face major decisions alone
I am angry because I feel used
I am angry because I feel misrepresented
I am angry because I am gullible
I am angry because I make mistakes
I am angry at my loneliness
I am angry at my neediness
I am angry because I am trapped
I am angry that no one seems to understand
I am angry because I have lost so much
I am angry because I feel that I don’t have a future
I am angry because I don’t want my life to be like this
I am angry because so many things have gone wrong
I am angry because of the way others treat me
I am angry because of the way others treat other people
I am angry because of the injustice of it all
I am angry because the world is a mess
I am angry at my own weaknesses
I am angry because I am powerless
I am angry that I have no control over these things
I am angry because I don’t get a choice
I am angry because it all gets so overwhelming
I am angry because I am stressed
I am angry because I hurt
I am angry that I get angry

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